What a week. Full moon, rainy days (indoor recess!), disruptions in the schedule, me being sick…whatever it was, I wondered if we were back at the first week of school! I know we all have days or even weeks like this, and can easily take it all home with us - really letting it bring us down and making us wonder if we really have what it takes to teach. At least I do. My saving grace this week was a monthly TAWL (Teachers Applying Whole Language) meeting with some of my favorite friends. It reminded me of the importance of taking time to do something I get tremendous energy from - talking about teaching with colleagues who love, respect and honor children and our profession. In our discussion, we talked about how teachers must love themselves while loving their students. We reflected on Paulo Freire’s words, and pondered how teachers are perfectionists, over-achievers and oh, so passionate about what they do every day. And how this can wear us out. We talked about our challenges and how we must focus on what IS working and be easier on ourselves with the things that don’t work.
While the week was a challenge, I was able to see the value in finding the little hidden gem in our day. That time when I am “in the zone” - passionately teaching something I love, and feeling fully present in that moment. I was able to put the spaghetti throwing at lunch, the crawling under tables with markers in our mouth, and the slide accident that knocked out a permanent tooth out of my mind and focus on the magical moment as I shared Cynthia Rylant’s In November with 19 first graders spellbound in the magic of Rylant’s beautiful words. I focused on the children begging for me to read it again, and the way they repeated some of the wondrous words in the book. This is why I teach, and I am so thankful for friends and colleagues who remind me of this. I walked out of our meeting that day with a bit more spring in my step and a hopeful outlook for more magical moments next week. There will certainly be more not so magical moments too (hopefully no more teeth knocked out)…but it’s my choice what I focus on and what I choose to take home with me. And I will certainly look forward to those monthly meetings as a breath of fresh air in my busy teaching life.
What will you choose to focus on each day?


