Last week I was asked how I was able to stay a classroom teacher for the seventeen years that I have been teaching. It was an interesting question, and one that has stayed in my mind for several days. When I think about the classroom teachers I know, most of them have been teachers for less than ten years. The majority of teachers that I have known since the beginning of my career have eventually gone into a specialist role, an administration role, a part time role, or have left teaching completely. Why is it that I remain a classroom teacher?
I recently completed a master’s program in Literacy Studies. Part of the degree was an endorsement as a reading specialist. However, I can’t see myself as a reading specialist, and currently have no desire to leave the classroom. The one year that I was a librarian made me realize how much I liked being a classroom teacher. I missed the community we built together. I missed having “my kids”. I missed the day to day routines, rituals and connections that are a part of being a classroom teacher. I missed celebrating a lost tooth, mourning a lost pet, and getting sticky hugs after lunch. There were some things I didn’t miss that year…report cards, testing (!!!), and collecting money for field trips, to name a few – those fun things. But overall, I missed being a classroom teacher, and went back into the classroom after only one year of being a librarian.
So why do I stay in the classroom? It’s a hard question to answer. But I think the bottom line is that I love what I do. When I talk about my job, I rarely call it a “job”, or say I’m going to “work”. I say I teach and that I’m going to school. I can’t imagine doing anything else in my lifetime. Sure, there are days when I come home after a 14 hour day, and wonder what it would be like to have a 9-5 job where I could walk out with only my purse over my shoulder. There are days when I think there is no way I can go back in that building the next day and do it all again. But when it comes right down to it, I love lugging my professional books, my children’s books, my markers, post-its and planning notebooks home each day. I love to learn. I love thinking of new ways to engage, excite and reach those hardest to reach kids. I love seeing my kids empowered and feeling that they make a difference in the world. I love that I don’t leave my job at school – that it’s a part of me all day, every day. I love being “Ms. Keier”. I love the kids. I love that my day can be full of reading, writing, painting, exploring nature, playing and listening to stories. (how can you beat that??) Even the most difficult days leave me challenging myself to think of a way to have tomorrow be better. (sometimes it takes a few hours of tears to get to that point, but I always get there eventually!) Teaching is an incredibly stimulating, challenging, creative profession to me. I guess that’s why I choose to stay in the classroom. It’s a passion for teaching and learning. I can’t imagine doing anything else.
I could name hundreds of reasons why teachers leave the classroom. And that makes me sad. We lose so many good teachers each year who come into teaching with a vision of making a difference, and are disillusioned by the realities of NCLB mandates, unsupportive school systems, and challenging kids and parents – to name but a few. But there are a few who stay in the classroom, year after year. If you are someone who is a classroom teacher, why do you remain in the classroom? Please share your stories. Perhaps what sustains you, and what keeps you teaching year after year, could make a difference for a young teacher debating whether it’s worth it or not.
I look forward to hearing about what keeps you in the classroom!